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The last time I wrote a journal entry was at the end of first semester...
and now it's already the end of second semester. Grade nine is almost over
Conclusion: write journal entries more frequently  go on DA more often shut up about it because no one cares.
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Second semester has passed by really quickly o: it seems like yesterday when I wrote that last entry complaining about how "stressful" exams were and how I was so worried about my marks.
From today, my first period exam is in less than a week... and I haven't started studying yet. /sarcasm/I am obviously stressed out. Like, over nine thousand, guys./sarcasm/
But really, I should be studying my butt off since I actually have a mark to maintain. I don't want to end up making myself depressed just because I lost my 90 average since I didn't give a crap about studying for anything.
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I like to laugh at myself a lot.
Especially when I read things that I wrote from a long time ago.
I read the thoughts of my past self and try to find a logical explanation of why I was thinking such strange thoughts at that moment... when I can't think of one, that's when I laugh.
And for that reason, I would just like to mention that there's this boy that I'm going to confess to tomorrow. I've only ever done something like this once, and it ended with-.... let's just say it didn't end very nicely.
The optimist inside of me is hoping I won't get rejected this time :'D
The pessimist is telling me I'm going to get rejected as harshly as I did last time, and fall into a spiraling depression... again (not really but asdfghj).
Then the realist is telling me that I'm going to freak out when I'm about to tell him, and not say anything to him at all.
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Okay, it's really late now. I should go to bed. Wish me luck ;D
EDIT JUNE 16TH: LOL. I didn't do it. Hooray for being a realist.